its been such a long time since i had last blogged. i dont know why but i just dont feel like blogging again till today. maybe im lazy or something...? many things had been happening ard me so yah, im kinda stressed up at the moment.....i dont even know where to start now but a brief summary of what is happening will be....i had served the RSN for like 7 months+ now, so 16-17 more months before my national service ends....time do past by fast but im nt really happy where i am,i do have my fellow colleagues to rely on,my buddies in camp but there are also real bastards in camp....so ya,stressed up with work in camp is 1 thing...relationships in camp is also another problem as i do admit i have some problems with another colleague...but i can swear on my full name it wasnt my fault for disliking him that much. so,the weekend is here...not sure what i will be doing,most prob basketball and basketball.....im just like a loner now,i dont know when i will blow up and go crazy....but yah,coming my 21st bday...im gonna hold a buffet at my place...thats all i guess,and im still defining the word "love"....so whatever,im gg insane!