didnt really go anywhere today...had a haircut and i think i look stupid now...but nevermind,so basketball yesterday and i had to admit i was way way way off....i dont know if its because i cannot catch my breathe due to a bad warm up that lead me to all my mistakes but i dont wanna give excuses,that filipino does have very good jumps and i think i might have problems even if im on form.....i cant say for sure but i dont want to give any excuses....all i know is i gotta do much better the next time i play....but HOW?! my knee is injured and now,it feels my shin is gonna get fractured from the stress of my legs or knees.....its like i know my knee is not going to last for long and its giving me signs that it will fail me....and yesterday....it felt like giving way and the impact went on to my shin....i feel so useless now i feel i dont ever deserve to be with anyone anymore.....which is why i told sy to find her own guy instead...right now...i know i need to rest badly...but on the other hand....i feel like challenging my body instead......and whats worse is i think i had pulled my right arm's muscles earlier on.....and yah,yesterday....i play against a bunch of guys who FOULED to win....its like we are playing proper and fair....if it was a real match,you guys would have FOULED OUT....morons...i had plays that almost lead me to injuries and accidents thanks to you guys....so..if you guys want to stop me...you stop me if you can the right way...not by fouling me although thats 1 mean of stopping me.....your just showing how useless you are when your unable to break our offence by fouling us....and we thank you guys for that,yes we did lose the games...but im sure our own safety is more important than the game.....you guys want to win,yeah you won....but if it was a real match...you guys would be in the washroom in awhile.....being FOULED OUT...noobs....and more information is that if you didnt foul to win.....we would probably have kicked your ass that bad you would not even play in that court again....