okay....im still as tired now but yah,like i said i would blog today.....im gonna start off with yesterdays' stuffs.....so yup,went to afew basketball courts ard bedok and fengshan till we settled down at bedok cc,i was practically exhausting my whole body as i had to take on multi roles and its god dam tiring i swear.....when we are winning like nobodys' business,i already told them that im getting tired cause of how much effort im putting in every game...scoring points,rebounding,making plays and you can say that its the basic of wad i should do....but let me tell you....you try doing it for every game and taking the lead role and doing everything you can just to help prevent your team from losing then you come talk to me about how easy it can get.....and whats worse was i make good plays and my team mates cant finish them off.....like im wasting so much energy and you are like throwing away the balls to the opponents and its god dam fcuking demoralising......and im supposed to like SMILE? and say nvm good try...? fuck it alright.....you all are tired,but wad about me....im single handedly taking on so many tasks at once and im not tired?....yah,and when your winning,i told you all about your mistakes...you glady accept them,and when we start losing and i tell you your mistakes,you come pushing the blame to me....!? like HELLO? if you guys had done a better job,would i have to go solo and risk my body just to score that point? like i even wanted to.....just thanks to you all that i have to go through this fcuking shit.....and what i get eh? body aches and soreness over my body....being extremely exhausted? just screw it ok.....im not gonna even comment on this dude who can jump and yet defend like a BARBIE.....fcuking useless fcuktard.....so end basketball here......im not going to hong kong already so yah....i think thats all.....as for the tagboard comments......i wont comment on it....think what you want,its all HISTORY to me already.....and i can tell you that i did put my heart in....but since she doesnt appreciate it,so be it.....and i will say even if she have a change of heart now,i wont be in the least interested anymore...