most probably you guys know that im having quite some problems right now...bt here,im going to tell you all about it.....to dennis,hongtek and justin,i am very sorry for my bad temper but it gets very stressful mid game when we are doing our best to win but our results come otherwise due to some stupid or careless mistakes....but im sorry anyway,i could only wish for forgiveness and hopefully,we could play BETTER games in the future......as for my previous post,its about relationships.....i believe its retribution now......so...why is it that everytime i get to like a girl so bad....i would end up getting my heart broken bad as well......i mean....just ask around.....i had not even gotten into a so called PROPER relationship....following sarah ann....i had tried to love again....but why is it that i keep failing....i admit im not gd in words and body language.....but why wont anyone just give me a chance......i had been doing my best to love and care but i always screw things up......maybe like i said before....maybe...i should be a bachelor..? i commited a mistake by telling zewei that i do not have feelings for any girls and she thought i didnt love her when what i wanted to say was...you dont have to worry that i would like someone else for my feelings for them are gone because i only love you....but she kinda misinterpreted it and there she goes.....then now....when i started to love this girl.....de problems came between friends and relationships and its over again.....less than 24 hours but its hurting me deeply for the feelings and memories i had for her......so what i could do is i could wait for her or i could give up on her......and i think i had made my decision......i dont know if im going to regret it but i feel that by loving someone,you should let her be happy even if its gonna cost u everything.....but anyway,as i think theres no chance of her going to like or love me again...most probably i will leave her be and hope she will find her happiness soon with only the hope that she might come back to me.....as for the welfare of my body.....my backs injured obviously while my left knee is feeling loose now,but training still goes on....and shall go on till the day i collapse......so anyway,im going basketball tomorrow and i think.....im back in action....for these few months i was so afraid of getting injured i dared not attempt to defend against dangerous plays but i think the time has come....its time to CRASH AND BURN? =D