hihis morning ^^ , okay...so had a pretty good sleep and am quite energetic now......so the first sms came from robin telling me to inform shir not to pay for her flight tickets and then the 2nd sms was when shir told me she aint coming cause she was too tired.....so yah....i called her earlier for awhile and hung up cause she was out =.=' and yah....while i was talking...i was like walking to the last room and i saw droplets of water from the sky and i was like "WTF" , its gonna rain when im about to play basketball?! so anyway....we are continuing our smses but im somehow trying to let her think we are friends....though it hurts my heart to do so...but i suppose theres nothing else i can do about it.....i mean like just recall the memories.....from my birthday till some days back....she has made my life so colourful yet now that i have to give her up is just like going back to black and white.......maybe birthday wishes are just FAKES....whatever i wished for just didnt come true....and because i dont think she will even come and read my blog...im gonna tell you guys what i wished for.....i wished for zewei to be back at least,to be my friend again and i wished to have shir for the rest of my life....pretty quick decision at that time but i mean...its very touching to have someone come all the way from so far to celebrate my birthday with me when im not even interested to celebrate? but i guess birthday wishes are just lies/tales made up to cheat people to make them happy.....so anyway,shir's ticket is on hold and most probably if she cant get her tickets,i will get robin and dorin to change our departure dates+ ^^ , oo yah...dont eat instant noodles when your very hungry cause i did that yesterday and i woke up wanting to puke midway through my sleep.... =.=' so...im gonna post again tonight most probably....gonna bath and basketball all the way till night..CHEERS! -and please pray it doesnt rain!!