pretty lucky the agent for the job in a school called me and told me to go for an interview this coming friday......so i am kinda thankful i did not take up yesterday's job....but on 2nd thoughts...who knows if im gonna pass the interview or not.....cause i did not state how long i can work...so thats troubling me.......second thing here is im not gonna blog anymore about relationships cause i....lets just say i gave up.......she has her own circle of friends and it doesnt even matter if i leave my circle of friends to be with her right? i mean....i can give up my friends for a girl because afterall....im gonna spend the rest of my lifetime with her......not my friends....but yah....another problem is i dont have a stand in her heart anyway......pretty obvious she dont like me and so ya.....she has someone she likes as well....why should i go in being a 3rd party......so...lets forget it....forget the tears im dropping...forget my feelings....im going out for some drinks and i dont think i will be home tonight later on...... btw,thanks lingling for being here for me but sometimes.....theres a limit to how much you can help....but anyway.....i appreciate it though...