maybe im just unworthy of her....maybe im just ugly....maybe im just not good enough...so ya....i decided to take a step back now when relationships are concerned.....i mean like i wrote years back about sarah ann....love is about letting her be happy right....even if your gonna be real upset over it....im not trying to bring up the past but to bring out one of the facts on what love is.....maybe thats a wrong decision for me but maybe that decision could please her......so anyway...gonna wash up in a little and go training again.....i really wish somebody can just hit me with something hard and knock me out for good......