im feeling kinda shocked and upset now actually.......went fishing yesterday.....and who knows the fishing part gave such an experience......i was a bedok jetty and all seemed fine till all of a sudden...a strong gust of wind blew my cap out of my head....so nvm....but in some seconds...heavy raindrops came pouring in and the wind was like so fierce......many stuffs flying around and it only took seconds to make me feel so cold and numb......took the bike and cycled off......so that was way worse cause of the wind....but i had to bear with it and ya......shivering as i rode away.....sigh......woke up earlier and i was still kinda shocked.....and actually i miss her......after that time when she replied me.....i aint contacted her and though i miss her....i doubt i would do anything......but there are so many things relating to her which keeps getting on my mind.......so i just wanna stress out here im blogging about this cause i really cant take it anymore.......