these 2 days....alright...im keen on bringing her back to my life......not HER,but her......lol.....im lazy to change my profile stuffs but im gonna post here alrights...so ya.....waking up early or staying up to bring myself to siglap center area by 5.45am.....so far,aint late yet......to like....see her off to her bus stop......but usually,i ended up waiting below her house for like 40 min-1 hour before i get to see her.....so yesterday basketball.....im so so happy and pissed? first....i played games which kept me happy yet i gt pissed with my own teammates AGAIN after i swopped courts......played a real serious game....i took 2-3 elbows just through defence...fcuking shit......one right on my throat which made me like miss my sleep..coughing......and i still didnt return him the elbows......its like...i didnt feel anything at that time....i knew i was hit but,NO REACTION....i didnt even make a sound from the hit....then ya.....most probably basketball later......the match yesterday....i was glad uncle reno didnt blame me for losing,yet i was feeling very upset with myself....hais....cause i now believe no matter what,i could bring my team victory.....yet i failed......i will train....but i need time...and i want her back...so most probably,i will be waiting for her tomorrow morning again...and hopefully,i will make plans to send her to school xD gonna sleep now so ya... update again soon