managed to catch one piece today......so ya...i woke up with a blank mind for the first time of my life....i was like....what did i do last night? what happened? so ya....went mapling and mapling....i dont know what to do now without her...bt ya...went for match making in maple but still...no good ok......im sure replacing HER wont work...so yup......skip that,the main reason i posted this is cause i am LOST,apart from relationships....im very unhappy with myself.....i aint playing the same kind of basketball standard since we seperated.....i have never wanted to do my best in my games since.......but im giving uncle reno a bad time,i know he is frustrated with my playing now....though he is keeping quiet.....i know i have to do something yet....i just dont have the mood to do so,she is on my mind all these while and i cant shake her off my mind.....if i try to give a 100% again in my basketball games,i may risk another injury but i may just make uncle reno a happy man...bt...i dono wad to do now....i really am lost....so guys.....if you care,tell me....should i force myself to give my 100% again or should i just keep playing badly till somehow i become the same old me.......tag kkies... =( and take note,the passion of basketball is still in me.....i just cant concentrate for the time being...