basketball today,slept till pretty late.....did enjoy myself last night at ECP,stanley's bbq......hes going to army soon...so sad...but ya......cycled and speed alot....i wondered...im so afraid of roller coaster yet when i speed,i dont even care as much....so ya.....strange la...and im still missing HER.......when i was at ECP,i sat and kept thinking of solutions...then came by...hais...give up.....then played basketball today.....im still screwed alright........i somehow cannot concentrate at all.....i didnt even score any shots from outside the paint...WTF......i really am a disgrace to myself...hais......im such a let down even though i scored some points.....its not enough la...hais....went to eat with daryl and robin and his gf....eat "huo guo"....first time i eat ok....hahax....poor daryl had to face the steam...thanks to the wind....LOL......then went buy bubble tea and while waiting for bus,we saw uncle...so had a talk....and then came home le.....kinda sad still......i need a direction to go...and i need a compass who can guide me......hais...