yesterday,i did one of the most unimaginable thing of my life......for the sake of this girl i love....i bled for her.....i went to mpcc,nobody would help me bleed....i asked for sharp items...they have none.....i ended up having to punch that steel railings+ and it bled.....skin came off anyway....so i took out this piece of paper.....and dripped a drop of blood on it.......its my blood-love letter......so ya...went to seng kang with 3 plasters on my hand...3 knuckles gt cut open....and ya...wrote the letter in the bus,handwriting sux la...=p and when i reached punggol mrt.....i waited like 1 hour 40 minutes for her....then we went off to her neighbourhood......holded her hands.waist as we walked.....romantic eh....=p then went to sit at a park near a basketball court....so i was MAD.....basketball basketball...and i said...all the pple combined cannot win me....cause all small kids...=p then i just sat there with her talking and soon....we gotta leave....sent her back home....and she saw her ex......jealousy starts to come in....ROARS......then went up the lift...in case i forget...she stays on the 16th floor...LOL........then ya.....went to the staircase after we got out of the lift.....and i took the initiative to hug her.......being a guy must really be thick skin!! but.....i like it anyway...cause if she rejected me,i'd have to leave her for good......so after tt hug...just gave her a kiss and then..there she goes......slept in the bus home waiting for her sms..but nope....there wasnt any...reached home and sms her+call her...not able to get her......sigh....so yup.....i guessed she went to sleep and she did...LOL......and she woke up like 10.30+ and we chatted online till 6.30AM!.....and i was like forcing my body to take the stress......she was taking ilearning while i was waiting like an idiot...LOL......so ya....conclusion is.....she doesnt even know why she doesnt want to go into a relationship even though she likes me......I MUST BE STUPID....i thnk so...and ya..grandma woked me up at 11am....and dang....sinseh come liao...rub my leg and i was like sleeping despite the pain? haha...but still pain hor.....then ya...she aint reply to my sms/answered my calls yet today....hais.....