pretty upset right now...i miss her....she went offline just like that and aint replied my sms/calls...maybe shes asleep but.....i came across our chat history and as i read....my heart hurts deeply....why does things have to turn out this way.....hais.....my tears are already on the verge of flowing le.......i cant stand this ache anymore........cant we just love each other and be by each other's side.....hais.....the chances of her coming to read this blog is nearing 0% so ya.....it wont make any sense wad i type to her....hais.....i dont wanna live to regret losing her,thats why im holding on to her tt much.....i had lost quite a few good girls in e past,and i don wanna repeat my mistake.....i have my eyes set on her,my heart locked next to her and for her to like not contact me is like keeping my heart away from me.......im heartbroken right now.....but she will never know,if she would come back to my side,i'd pay any price but my life....for i want to be with her......but if one of us has to leave this world,i'd rather it be me.....hais....i'd do anything just to get her back......i love her....20/3/06....the official date which we both remembered when we become a couple.....and i aint going to forget this date anyway...hais......zewei...please come back to my side......i really need you...