been home the whole day,managed to catch "one piece" today,not a very happy day to me though,i still think of her alot......tomorrow should be our 5th month yet she couldnt meet me....and though im losing her/lost her already...im still jealous......thinking of who she is with and stuffs yet i have to think she is with her GIRL-friends instead....just to make myself happy....its like a real mental torture la.....screw it.....if only she'd understand how i feel and at least show some care and concern...hais....but since she wont even know how i feel.....