basketball today was chaotic...bt if you are someone who like dirty/attitude/rough play....then you should have came today.....cause thats whay i had been playing the whole day.....didnt really care about the points actually.....its great to see "wan" back on the ball court....and ya,i am sorry to dexter,daryl,wan,kim seng for playing badly and so selfishly today....i will change....sorry about my bad plays.....had dinner as usual with seng,wan,uncle,daryl..talked till like 9.45...LOL......then went off with "wan" as we ate mee goreng at my house void deck area till like 10.40......came back and had like so many chats on msn.....firstly...im still conscious with what im doing....but i am pissed with some stuffs that only my group of people know.....like seng,dex,daryl......forget it.....just take it im going bonkers alright.....and im starting to hate life as much as it is.....and no..im not gonna waste time on apologising to the guy whom i disrespected during my gameplay aka kim yip....hes just a noob who just had e chance to play.....so nono...i aint gonna care.....cause hes not even my friend......so...spare myself the trouble....but im going to apologise to clement cause i went overboard......most probably will be going down tmr because i have to pay matthew for my top-up card..LOL....sigh.....its mentally torturing i tell you...im having mixed thoughts now..like angel and devil...CRAP..hais......all i wish now is for a walk with a girl who can understand me.....too many problems.... =(